I bought Pasila DVD : D
How awesome is that.

I got my own computer 8D
How awesome is that.

It snowed last week 8DD
How awesome is that.



't was a rather satisfactory Monday. My T-shirt was wrong for once !

I like that line. I just caught Joker saying it when rewatching The Dark Knight.

Sorry about my lack of activity in the last few weeks ~.~ School's keeping me busy, even though I gladly don't have to get up at six anymore. Getting off the bed in the mornings will become considerably harder when the nights turn longer and darker..

Can't they just find a way to teach us through our dreams?



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I'm dozing off and forgot what I was supposed to type xD
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EDIT:
I beat Ganondorf! 8DD
It wasn't even that hard (having 4 potions kinda boosts your confidence) and I loved the last sword fight. Only problem was that I didn't realize I didn't have to use my own arrows in the horseback part. So I restarted after emptying my quiver for nothing

Mission to make my sisters video game nerds: GREAT SUCCESS

Iitu just started her own game.


Beating LoZ is kind of a big thing to me. I've never beaten any videogames before.

Gameboy games don't count. Too pixely.
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Feels stupid to update two journals
Plus having a diary hidden from everyone else. _{you'd never find it >D}

Just wanted to get rid of the long meme from my dev page.

I've been inactive due to school making my life hell. Tests after tests after essays after tests.. And all the stress has been bad for my heart; my arrhythmia's got worse and sometimes even the tiniest walk makes me dizzy. It sucks being afraid of a heart attack/brain stroke when you're 18 :/

I'll see a doctor next week and hopefully I'll get medication so I can START LIVING again.

I know I'm being overly paranoid. I know I won't die just because my pump goes samba once in a while. But you won't know how scary chest pain on the left side can be if you haven't had any. When doing tests at school I felt like my head was going to explode, and sometimes my jaw becomes sore and I feel like choking. Reeeal fun

Anyways. I'll get a computer of my own next week : D I'll get to draw at my own home in peace.


I watched Another Gay Movie today. Teehee xD

Stolen from
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Let's stretch the page annoyingly



Is there someone you wanna date right now?
NOO.

Why did you stop liking the last person you liked?
disappeared O:


What was the reason you last cried?
I LAUGHED HARD...

Do you have a best friend?
2.

What do you think of people who don't have sex before marriage?
It's Russian roulette. With eunuchs instead of bullets

Do you believe that what goes around comes around?
NO otherwise I'm screwed

What is your favorite fruit?
Lemons
and limes
SRSLY I'm not talking about fanfics

What is the last song to make you cry?
...songs make you cry?

Does anyone love you?
don't care >(

What is your biggest pet peeve?
My sisters.

Is your best friend pretty?
yes.. >.>
all my friends are pretty..

Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
I live there ._.

Whats the one thing that's getting you through this week?
skipping school xD and yaoi

What do you miss?
lack of stress

Do you give out second chances too easily?
Yess I guess. I'm too nice.

Where is one place you want to visit?
USA. Besides euros own dollar atm

Do you like hugs or do you freak when people hug you?
I can actually remember when a friend hugged me the first time o.o freaked out big time.

Done anything illegal lately?
No comment >D

Who do you like?
Like I'd tell >:3

Are you a tease?
Totally.

What is one thing you did yesterday?
Rode my bike.

What was your worst mistake in your life?
Don't know.
It's the world that's wrong!!

Where did you sleep last night?
At dad's house. Couch <3

Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now?
ANGST

How's your heart lately?
The concrete blob or my feelings?


Blob says hello.

Who was the last person to disappoint you lately?
My teacher. BITCH.

Was it a boy or a girl to text you last?
Jasu.

Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
Both.

When was the last time you had star bucks?
I've.. never had?

Do you sleep on your stomach?
All that matters is that the pillow stays cool.

Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
Yes.
It's called the alarm clock x.x

Are you ticklish?
....

a little.

Last time you saw fireworks, with whom & where?
With my friends at 's farewell party

Who did you last share a bed with?
a squirtle

If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a regret?
I'll take the money kthx

Do you have a deep dark secret?
A few of them

Who was the hottest teacher you ever had?
Hehehehehe


My Swedish teacher back in middle school



What was the last thing you ever got grounded for?
Beating up my sister xD


Do you crack your knuckles?
I wish

Favorite color?
Green. And dark red

Do you like horror or comedy?
TOO HARD. BOTH

Anything you want to tell someone?
NNO..

Are you someone's best friend?
I hope o.o

What is your birthstone?
huh?
Opal, according to the Internet

Any plans today?
computer

Do any of your friends have children?
Not that I know...

Do you hate anyone right now?
no.

Are you confident?
no.

Have you ever been given roses?
when I was little. After our dance show

What is your all time favorite romance movie?
Not my genre.. Porco Rosso?

Remember?
HUH

How many times have you really [really] fallen in love?
Huh. UUUUUHHH.
:/

Who was the last person to hold your hand?
No idea.

Wait. My cat. If biting counts xD

What's your current problem?
Laziness.

Hookups or relationships?
Does not compute

Do you believe in the saying ONCE A CHEATER ALWAYS A CHEATER?
This really isn't my kind of meme -_-
Don't know. No experience.

One night stands?
look above

Would you kiss the last person you kissed?


Do you know someone who likes you?
no.

Do you eat at the table as a family?
NO

What is your favorite kind of jelly?
I'VE NEVER EATEN JELLY
I'm a jelly virgin

Who would win out of a fight between Paris Hilton & Jessica Simpson?
Jessica.
I dislike her a little bit less

What would you do if you could stop time?
Probably draw and do all my homework for once. lol

IF you could make up a law what would that law be?
EQUAL RIGHTS FOR TRANNIES AND HOMOS

If you were a movie star and had to change your name what name would you pick?
D< I like my name

If you could play for any sports team what team would you pick?
I don't follow sports.. it's dumb.. Why not DO sports instead of watching them.
Okay I do watch ice-hockey championships when Finland's doing good.
But. No answer.

If you could sell out one of your friends for a million dollars would you?
Hahaha. No one.

How much for an annoying school mate?
>D

What would you do if you saw someone harm one of your kids?
I can't imagine.. I doubt I'll ever have kids.
Don't know what my hormones could make me do. I'd be... pissed?

Do I sound like a bitch child abuser now if I can't imagine treasuring my kids?

Do you think people treat you the way you should be treated?
Can't tell if I deserve it xD
Maybe I do fail


Do you treat people the way they should be treated?
No.
I'm too good for some.
I've known some real a-holes and sucked up to them.

_{I hate myself >.<}

If you could get rid of one thing in the world what would it be?
Eeh.. McDonald's? And a few other corporations.
They're destroying our planet D:

Whats one object you just couldn't live without?
Uh.
MY BIKE.
I LOVE MY BIKE.
I RIDE HER EVERY NIGHT
XDD

What would you do if you saw a ghost?
Stare...

What would you do if you saw an alien?
I bet it'd be something that'd get me killed.
Killed by curiosity.
dun dun

What would you do if you saw an angel?
......
hehehe
I refrain myself from saying anything gay here

Describe the best date you have been on:
All my dates have sucked.

Favorite candle scent?
-.-
Candle-y scent.

Is it easy to confuse you?
NO
IM SMART



Have you ever fallen down stairs?
Almost

Do you know your parents wedding song?
Never got married

Are you religious?
No, like the rest of my family.
_PAAGAAANN

How do you like your eggs?
Bake them into a cake : D

Favorite brand of clothing?
None.
Although I have awfully many H&M clothes ~.~

Do all good things come to an end?
Has happened to me many tiems ._.

What is your earliest memory?
Looking at my toes in the middle of a night.

Do you know the Soulja Boy dance?
NEVA HÖÖRD

Who do you support?
kids
childish people
social democracy
bums
junkies
artists
squatters
dumpster divers
poor people
activists
losers
old people
trees
parrots
ugly people
some pretty people too

Any plans this weekend?
read books

Do you watch far too much tv?
I don't have one

Do you get along with your parents?
Sometimes.
With my dad.
But we're too similar and get pissed at eachother again.
I can LIVE at my mom's but I still despise her.

Anything you want to accomplish?
I TRY HARD

What do you find most of in your room?
a mess

What is the longest you have been in the car for a roadtrip?
2 days. To Lapland with dad.

Who is your favorite celebrity ever?
Jessica Alba.


She's awesome.
Although I liked her better without the light Hollywood hair that everyone there has.

What would you like your tombstone to say?
I want to be cremated

How often do you get a haircut?
When me and my scissors agree

What was the last cartoon you watched?
Biker Mice From Mars
If anime doesn't count

What would you like to have for your next meal?
some soup

Ever rode a motorcycle?
no
I'm too much of a pussy
I'd break it anyway

and the pollution D8

If you could paint something on a water tower, what would it say?
what?

EDIT: the horror of Code Geass R2 ep. 21


What. What.

8O

What.


This is just a dream. A silly dream of yours Lulu. Yup. And Suzaku!? Seriously this is just some dirty fantasy mixed with fanfiction. C'mon now you wake up with a gasp and everything will be back to normal with no one dead and-

OSHIIT the ending credits! IT WAS NO DREAM IT WAS ALL TRUE Dx

Aaah Sunrise were you on crack when you made this episode? It was sooo bad and weird D8 *heart attack*

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I have paper, a pen and even time. But no inspiration whatsoever! D< I hate how I can only draw when I'm busy and have better stuff to do.

Although I do have work to do now too (2 essays, one word test, math homework.. but I'll manage ^^). Instead I shall continue my KaRe fanfic marathon! Yesterday I found tons of gorgeous Japanese fanart sites and... couldn't sleep well that night xD So KaRe high continues in the form of a fanfic binge. *happysigh*

Someone buy me a computer D: I want a net access in my own home, so I don't have to come at mom's all the time.

Nothing amazing happening in my life atm, just rambling and whining here. Two weeks till the exam and I still have two books to read. Shiiiit now that I said (or typed) the fact I realized how deep shit I'm in D<